When I write.. an excerpt from Daydreams, Nightmares, and Healing

I save my own life, and those of… I don’t know if these words will help anybody other than me. At least, that what I say to myself. But, in reality, I am in awe of how I feel when I hear my words read back to me. I know that they come from Spirit because the words move me too. It’s not about who I am healing by writing these words, but who I am harming if I dare NOT write them. What about the other people? What about the lessons I am meant to share and impart onto others? What about the places I am meant to see? What about all of that? I know who and what I am, but I can’t articulate it? You run away because you are scared- face that which you are afraid of.
I am afraid to ask someone to send me to India and Bali. I am afraid to say, I know that is where I need to be, please send me there. Or, please give me a scholarship. Why am I afraid? Do I really have this greatness that I feel inside me? Can I really live this life that I am in the process of outlining for myself
I am going to ask people to send me to these places. I know that at least part of my travels is meant to be in this way, where I go where I am needed and serve as I am served.
I believe I am meant to go somewhere and practice Reiki for a person or family and that I am meant to be the conduit to their healing. I believe I am supposed to be certified in Jivamukti yoga, as well as Hatha yoga. I believe I am supposed to practice Bikram yoga. I believe I am supposed to spend a significant amount of time in silence. I believe I should be fasting and cleansing NOW.
I believe I know what I need to do to live my best life. I believe this is a large part of it. Spending large amounts of time just writing and processing my thoughts.

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Shameeka Dream is Founder of the Dream Reiki Project, a movement to train and support healing arts and artists.

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